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    2024 Ella Cleft Lip & Palate

    greetings friend,

    When referencing this document, please remember that all depictions of anatomical structures are approximations of averages, and are all necessarily reductive. The aim of collected visuals and descriptions is to provide you with orientation points, and support you in navigating through your experience (-ing) and your research (-ing). Anatomy, as is embodied by you right now, is an emergent* phenomenon, a material expression of your and your ancestors’ continued intra-acting with the world. It is currently evidencing results of a process that has been ongoing since the literal beginning of time.

    From what I can tell, most artists I admire agree that the motivation that moves one towards creativity comes from some unknowable source. What I had hoped to do with this workshop is give some examples of how it is possible to recognise, orient towards, and move with the unknowable in a critically-aware way. Critical here does not stand for negative or antagonistic. Critical stands for informed, empowered, situated, oriented, self- and co-regulated with the World. I wish you good relationships and informative, encouraging, and generous examples on your way. Strong sails and long keels with get you across the wildest of the oceans safely.

    Thank you for your generosity, commitment, and patience. It was a true honour working with you.

    till we meet again, pav

    *Emergent Strategy by adrienne maree brown (link)

    terminologies

    As you move through different materials and engage in your own explorations, and especially if you start reading about anatomy, don’t be alarmed when you discover that the same word can be used to describe different anatomical structures, or physiological phenomena.

    It may help to check when the material was published, and by whom.

    If you ever get disoriented when reading about a particular structure, take a moment, and—when ready—reread the sentence that confused you, retrace the image, give yourself some time, and a new experience.

    If a definition of a structure or a property does not make sense, if it evokes no feeling in you, that description might simply not work for you. Find one that does.

    Start with those descriptions, those images that you can make sense of in-the-moment, no matter how basic they may be; work with them, understand them, play with them until they stop making sense. When an image that meant the world to you becomes a bit boring, underwhelming, or simply stops capturing your attention is usually when you’re ready to look for a new image; maybe a slightly more complex image, a more detailed description, or a more nuanced interpretation. Remember that the experience of learning is cyclical. Read about the learning curve.

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    pavleheidler@pavleheidler.com

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    table of contents

    • greetings friend,
    • terminologies
    • protocol Saturday
    • reflex
    • cranial nerves
    • nervous system classification
    • sensory-motor coördination
    • homeostasis
    • QUALIFICATION ≠ EVALUATION
    • videos and quotes:
    • 2024-08-29
    • reading list:
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    protocol Saturday

    • introduction;
      • the research [] BMC® {} private matters *
      • [ { * } ];
      • homeostasis > autonomic > somatic;
    • anatomy:
      • sensory - motor coördination, reflex ≠ high cognition;
      • central and peripheral nervous system,
      • placement of the brain and spinal cord,
      • arrival of sensory neurons through the back of the spinal cord,
      • departure of motor neurons through the front of the spinal cord.
    • first somatisation;
      • bone, to name the process of shifting point of view,
      • meninges,
      • spinal cord;
      • back space, arrival terminal, (what does it feel like to receive?),
      • guiding through the spine,
      • front space, departure terminal, (what does it feel like to let go?).
      • receiving messages from near and far;
      • sending messages to near and far.
      • awakening the senses.
    • LUNCH
    • anatomy:
      • sensory bodies in the skin;
    • outdoors:
      • touching experiment;
      • listening experiment;
    • anatomy:
      • hearing and seeing as a touch based sense;
      • brief overview of sensory motor organisation of the face;
    • second somatisation:
      • sensing to move, moving to sense: face.

    playlist:

    Japão by Dora Morelenbaum

    Passarinha by

    Take Yo’ Praise by Camille Yarbrough

    reflex

    Most frequently, a reflex will be defined as an involuntary action activated through “a reflex arc” in response to a specific stimuli. An example of a reflex arc when we looked at the sensory-motor coördination (see below for image).

    One of the crucial characteristics of a reflex is that it requires stimulation to occur. In BMC®, a reflex is often described as existing in a state of potential until that time comes when it is embodied in response to an appropriate stimulus. In class, we stepped on a balancing ball to trigger some of those reflexes that BMC® classifies under righting reactions.

    Remember the Moro reflex? The one that extended our arms laterally to support us in regaining a sense of orientation and balance? Remember how quickly the Moro reflex showed itself in some bodies? You can often recognise involuntary actions relative to how quickly they show up. You can also recognise them by asking the person, Did you notice what you did with your arms? Look at their face when you ask them a question like that, you may get to appreciate the most wonderful expression of surprise.

    Here are some examples of definitions of reflexes I found online:

    “Reflexes are automatic and involuntary actions the body produces in response to certain stimuli. While some reflexes can involve muscles and movement, others involve internal processes within the body.”

    Megan Monte What are reflexes? Definition and examplesMegan Monte What are reflexes? Definition and examples

    “[…] according to 1989 guidelines issued by the American Academy of Neurology, “[…] Primitive reflexes and vegetative functions […] are either controlled by the brainstem or are so elemental that they require no brain regulation at all.”

    PubMed Central (PMC) What is a reflex? A guide for understanding disorders of consciousnessPubMed Central (PMC) What is a reflex? A guide for understanding disorders of consciousness

    “REFLEXES are processed in the spine and the low-brain. They are our most primitive responses.”

    Internet Archive Sensing, feeling, and action : the experiential anatomy of body-mind centering : Cohen, Bonnie BainbridgeInternet Archive Sensing, feeling, and action : the experiential anatomy of body-mind centering : Cohen, Bonnie Bainbridge
    (page 141)

    • RIGHTING REACTIONS (page 127-129)
    • MORO REFLEX (page 144-145)

    cranial nerves

    Unlike spinal nerves, whose roots are neural fibers from the spinal grey matter, cranial nerves are composed of the neural processes associated with distinct brainstem nuclei and cortical structures. Unlike the spinal nerves, cranial nerve nuclei are functionally organized into distinct nuclei within the brainstem. Typically, the more posterior and lateral nuclei tend to be sensory, and the more anterior tend to be motor.

    https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/books/NBK470353/

    AFFERENT (sensory)

    I olfactory

    II optic

    VIII vestibulcochlear

    EFFERENT (motor)

    III oculomotor

    IV troclear

    VI abducens

    XI spinal accessory

    XII hypoglossal

    SENSORY & MOTOR

    V trigeminal

    VII facial

    IX glossopharyngeal

    X vagus

    nervous system classification

    • the nervous system can be classified in several ways.
      • central (brain and spinal cord);
      • peripheral.
      • somatic (intentional),
      • autonomic (homeostasis):
        1. sympathetic (fright, flight, or freeze),
        2. parasympathetic (rest and recuperation).

    sensory-motor coördination

    Broadly speaking, sensory receptor registers proximity to heat, triggering the sensory nerve. The sensory nerve delivers electric and chemical stimuli to the back of the spinal cord, and via the inter neuron, passes the stimuli to the motor nerve. The motor nerve reaches from the front of the spinal cord towards the periphery, engaging appropriate responses via effector organs, mainly muscles and glands.

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    Remember the conversation in which we compared sensing to a motor response, whereby the act of sensing becomes evident in the physiological changes you’re experiencing as you’re relating to the environment? As opposed to it [sensing] being compared with the words you speak to yourself internally when you decide that you are, indeed, sensing something?

    nervous system : dependency principle (describe)

    According to the Oxford Dictionary of English, jurisdiction defines “the territory or sphere of activity over which the legal authority of a court or other institution extends”. I find jurisdiction a particularly useful term to-think-with largely due to its positive treatment of limits; read the definition again and see that jurisdiction defines “the territory (limit) over which the legal (limit) authority of a court (limit) or other institutions (limit) extends”.

    Applying the notion of jurisdiction to the nervous system—specifically that aspect of the system associated with recording, organising, and storing—we can now think of the nervous system (central and peripheral) as having jurisdiction over the territory outlined by peripheral nerves, the spinal chord, the brain, and their corresponding capacities or processes, but not (!) over the territory defined earlier as the “interface”.

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    What this thought experiment teaches us is fairly simple but fundamental, I think, in thinking about the function of the nervous system. Evolutionarily speaking, the nervous system (central and peripheral) develops the capacity to record, organise, and store within a closed system (or territory). Because it’s developed within a closed system, the nervous system’s capacity remains potential until information is introduced into the system. Without information being introduced into the system, in other words, the nervous system has nothing to record, organise, and store.

    To provide the nervous system with something to record, organise, and store, the “interface” needs to be stimulated. That is to say, the “interface” needs to exposed to or come in contact with the world. By exposing the “interface” to the elements, we are making sure that (new) information is being introduced to the nervous system, and that due to the capacity of the “interface” itself. Remember that we defined the “interface” as describing “specialised environments where worldly or environmental factors are translated or transformed into the kind of code that can be processed (and so integrated) by the nervous system”.

    There are 5 major types of sensory receptors: mechanoreceptors, thermoreceptors, nociceptors, electromagnetic receptors, and chemoreceptors.

    For description of the 5 types, click here.

    soma <> σῶμα

    SOMA (ancient greek) for:

    • body,
    • one’s life in the physical world,
    • material,
    • person,
    • an entire thing,
    • (math) three dimensional object.

    Wikipedia σῶμαWikipedia σῶμα

    drawing © pavleheidler
    drawing © pavleheidler

    homeostasis

    In biology, homeostasis (British also homoeostasis; /hɒmioʊˈsteɪsɪs, -miə-/) is the state of steady internal physical and chemical conditions maintained by living systems.[1] This is the condition of optimal functioning for the organism and includes many variables, such as body temperature and fluid balance, being kept within certain pre-set limits (homeostatic range).

    from Wikipedia

    QUALIFICATION ≠ EVALUATION

    In BMC®, the nervous system (in general) is said to have the capacity to record, to organise, and to store.(1) This raises the question; to record, to organise, and to store what exactly?

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    Framing the capacity of the nervous system in such a way asks that the nervous system be considered as active or acting on or at the proximal end of sensory receptors. Sensory receptors are classified as nerve endings that, by responding to environmental stimuli, provide sensory aspects of the peripheral nervous system with content (signals, chemical and electric stimuli, or simply: information) to relay through the rest of the system (peripheral and central). Often times you will find sensory receptors defined as organelles or ‘bodies’ to which the peripheral nervous system is (in some sort of way) attached.(2) Be them nerve endings or bodies to which the nervous system is attached, sensory receptors can be thought of as specialised environments where worldly or environmental factors are translated or transformed into the kind of code that can be processed (and so integrated) by the nervous system. One could think of sensory receptors in terms of an “interface” operating at the intersection of world systems (distal) and body systems (proximal).

    To respond to the question, record, organise, and store what exactly?, we have to acknowledge any and every experience of received interaction that, by the transformative property embodied at the level of the “interface”, is finally registered under the jurisdiction of the nervous system.

    (1) BMC® is not the only format that defines the territory of the nervous system (central and peripheral) in this way. UK’s National Institutes of Health, for example, define the responsibilities of the nervous system (central and peripheral) as inclusive of “receiving, processing, and responding to sensory information”.

    (2) When talking about sensory receptors, we are talking about sensory aspect of the peripheral nervous system. The equivalent of sensory receptors in the context of the motor aspect of peripheral nervous system are sometimes called effectors. Like sensory receptors, effectors can be thought of as specialised environments where information delivered by the nervous system can be translated or transformed into the kind of phenomena that, due to the effect of effectors on their environment (muscle tissue or glands), can be registered in the world or the environment. (#expression)

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    videos and quotes:

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    Bogart 2007, p. 95 (and then, you act)

    “I own an old Tiffany clock, inherited from my grandparents. It is a clock that must be would by hand once a week. One day, in my haste and insensitivity, I would the clock too hard and it broke. My hand had not sensed the millisecond that the winding had reached its limit. I executed the move and plenty of feedforward—intent and will—but experienced very little feedback. I turned it too aggressively and the mechanism broke.

    The French director Ariane Mnouchkine proposes that an actor needs to be ‘concave and convex’ and describes receptivity as active. The mark of a great actor is the ability to balance feedforward with feedback. An actor with a lot of feedforward and not enough feedback comes across as aggressive and invulnerable. Although we may be impressed by their prowess, ultimately it is hard to find empathy or interest in their situation. An actor with too little feedforward and an excess of feedback merely seems narcissistic or lethargic. Again, you do not care about them. An effective actor extends out into the world and at the same time allows him- or herself to receive impressions back and be charged by the experience. as an audience, we viscerally live through the actor’s sensual taste of the moment’s returns.”

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    Wild Geese by Mary Oliver

    You do not have to be good. You do not have to walk on your knees for a hundred miles through the desert repenting. You only have to let the soft animal of your body love what it loves. Tell me about despair, yours, and I will tell you mine. Meanwhile the world goes on. Meanwhile the sun and the clear pebbles of the rain are moving across the landscapes, over the prairies and the deep trees, the mountains and the rivers. Meanwhile the wild geese, high in the clean blue air, are heading home again. Whoever you are, no matter how lonely, the world offers itself to your imagination, calls to you like the wild geese, harsh and exciting - over and over announcing your place in the family of things.

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    brown 2017, p. ?? (Emergent Strategies)

    “What is Emergence?

    ‘Emergence is the way complex systems and patterns arise out of a multiplicity of relatively simple interactions’—I will repeat these words from Nick Obolenksy throughout this book because they are the clearest articulation of emergence that I have come across. In the framework of emergence, the whole is a mirror of the parts. Existence is fractal—the health of the cell is the health of the species and the planet. There are examples of emergence everywhere. Birds don’t make a plan to migrate, raising resources to fund their way, packing for scarce times, mapping out their pit stops. They feel a call in their bodies that they must go, and they follow it, responding to each other, each bringing their adaptations. There is an art to flocking: staying separate enough not to crowd each other, aligned enough to maintain a shared direction, and cohesive enough to always move towards each other. (Responding to destiny together.) Destiny is a calling that creates a beautiful journey. Emergence is beyond what the sum of its parts could even imagine. A group of caterpillars or nymphs might not see flight in their future, but it’s inevitable. It’s destiny. Oak trees don’t set an intention to listen to each other better, or agree to hold tight to each other when the next storm comes. Under the earth, always, they reach for each other, they grow such that their roots are intertwined and create a system of strength that is as resilient on a sunny day as it is in a hurricane. Dandelions don’t know whether they are a weed or a brilliance. But each seed can create a field of dandelions. We are invited to be that prolific. And to return fertility to the soil around us. Cells may not know civilization is possible. They don’t amass as many units as they can sign up to be the same. No—they grow until they split, complexify. Then they interact and intersect and discover their purpose—I am a lung cell! I am a tongue cell!—and they serve it. And they die. And what emerges from these cycles are complex organisms, systems, movements, societies. Nothing is wasted, or a failure. Emergence is a system that makes use of everything in the iterative process. It’s all data.”

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    Moten and Harney 2013, p. 26 (The Undercommons)

    "[...]: it cannot be denied that the university is a place or refuge, and it cannot be accepted that the university is a place of enlightenment. In the face of these conditions one can only sneak into the university and steal what one can. To abuse its hospitality, to spite its mission, to join its refugee colony, its gipsy encampment, to be in but not of – this is the path of the subversive intellectual in the modern university." (emphasis added)

    24:26 “Words are the part of silence that can be spoken.”

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    Haraway 2016, p. 16 (Staying with the Trouble)

    "The British social anthropologist Marilyn Strathern, who wrote The Gender of the Gift based on her ethnographic work in highland Papua New Guinea (Mt. Hagen), taught me that ‘it matters what ideas we use to think other ideas (with).’ (4) Strathern is an ethnographer of thinking practices. She embodies for me the arts of feminist speculative fabulation in the scholarly mode. It matters what matters we use to think other matters with; it matters what stories we tell to tell other stories with; it matters what knots knot knots, what thoughts think thoughts, what descriptions describe descriptions, what ties tie ties. It matters what stories make worlds, what worlds make stories.

    Strathern wrote about accepting the risk of relentless contingency; she thinks about anthropology as the knowledge practice that studies relations with relations, that puts relations at risk with other relations, from unexpected other worlds. In 1933, Alfred North Withehead, the American mathematician and process philosopher who infused my sense of worlding, wrote The Adventures of Ideas. (5)

    SF is precisely full of such adventures. Isabelle Stengers, a chemist, scholar of Whitehead and Gilles Deleuze, radical thinker about materiality in sciences, and an unruly feminist philosopher, gives me ‘speculative thinking’ in abundance. With Isabelle Stengers we cannot denounce the world in the name of an ideal world. In the spirit of feminist communitarian anarchism and the idiom of Whitehead’s philosophy, she maintains that decisions must take place somehow in the presence of those who will bear their consequences. This is what she means by cosmopolitics. (6)”

    2024-08-29

    i first started writing the following to add to a travel grant i was asked to hand in on behalf of a choreographer i am working for. writing this, i experienced a moment of clarity, which is why i’m sharing the text with you, as an example of dancing clarity in writing.

    i like to say that my job is to make people's dreams come true.

    whenever i say that sentence, i am reminded of my training; it's like something in my mind softens and i become conscious of the brilliant, relational sensitivity of my cellular existence and/or consciousness; social components of life recede in that moment, allowing bodily materiality to step into the spotlight and so transform or influence the way i can relate to others or participate in this world. it is through this process–of saying and remembering what i think my job is–that i keep becoming a dance artist.

    i say 'dreams' to capture something of the range of interests and capacities i've encountered working as a dancer in the field. at one end of that range or spectrum i find something like a concern with prestige, at the other the inexplicable urge to love a seemingly random and irrelevant abstraction. a choreographer like Cristina Caprioli, whom i worked with for a better part of a decade, has required of me to hold that whole spectrum in my imaginary at 15:49h on a Tuesday afternoon as I moved along the paths determined by her materials, looking for ways to become the one who’s going to show her something that, up until that very moment, she'd only ever seen in herself.

    which is where ‘truth’ becomes interesting, doesn’t it? because, of course, when talking about ‘dreams coming true’ we’re talking about something subjective, not objective and definitely not reasonable. artists, traditionally speaking, do not deal in reason. ‘reason’ is not of our lineage and was never meant to be our responsibility; we’d never have come up with ‘reason’ on our own. what artists do and have been doing, the way i understand it, was evidencing all the different ways bodies in this world are able to perceive and make sense of their environment, their experience, their relationship. artists are like gardeners of alternatives, tenders of options, committed to protecting the complexity in texture and range of what it could mean to be alive.

    reading list:

    nonfiction

    And Then, You Act by Anne Bogart

    Why Be Happy When You Could Be Normal? by Jeanette Winterson

    Sensing, Feeling, and Action by Bonnie Bainbridge Cohen (link) !!!

    Emergent Strategy by adrienne maree brown (link)

    The Undercommons: Fugitive Planning & Black Study by Fred Moten and Stephano Harney

    Braiding Sweetgrass by Robin Wall Kimmerer

    Gender Trouble by Judith Butler

    Meeting the Universe Halfway by Karen Barad

    12 bytes by Jeanette Winterson (essays)

    Staying with the Trouble by Donna Haraway

    Testo Junkie by Paul B. Preciado

    This Life by Martin Hägglund

    Everybody by Olivia Laing

    The Garden Against Time by Olivia Laing

    Your Silence Will Not Protect You by Audre Lorde (essays)

    The Privilege of Partial Perspective by Donna Haraway (essay, link)

    Consider This: Moments in My Writing Life after Which Everything Was Different by Chuck Palahniuk

    The Feeling of What Happens by Antonio Damasio (feelings)

    The Second Brain by Michael Gershon et al (“gut feeling”)

    A Journey to the Centre of the Cell (essay, link)

    The Body Keeps The Score by Bessel van den Kolk (did not read this yet, but it comes recommended from multiple sources and is a very famous book at the moment)

    fiction

    Oranges are Not the Only Fruit by Jeanette Winterson

    Parable of the Sower + The Parable of the Talents by Octavia E. Butler

    The Dispossessed by Ursula K. le Guin

    Earthsea Chronicles by Ursula K. le Guin